| 5/10/01
To My Angel;
You were a loving, beautiful, caring,
sensitive, adoring, and wonderful husband. I know how very much you were looking forward to our first
of two children and I, along with many others, hate the fact that our only child will grow up knowing
her daddy only in pictures and without your loving hands to guide her and help make
her strong.
You gave to everyone you could the best way you knew how .... and I know that will continue to bring smiles to not only my face, but to the hundreds of others who were able to share a part of your life that was stolen away from you.
You taught me how to truly love for the first time in my life and gave me a child to carry on your name.
I swore before I ever met you that I would never fall in love again because it was just too painful and that I'd never have a child to bless this earth.
You changed all that. And you promised you'd never hurt me or make me go through the pain that I'd gone through before.
Over what seemed to be forever, you fought your way in and made me believe in love and hope and a future together.
I always called you my Angel from Heaven, because only an Angel could truly bless my life the way you did every single day.
Well, my Angel, you're now in Heaven, and I feel that pain (times infinity) that you said I'd never feel again.... but I did finally experience the love of a lifetime that so many can only hope to find.... and I will have our child, the one I never thought would bless my life.
You are now gone in the physical sense, but you live on in memories of everyone who knew you.
And ... you will most definitely live on through our child yet to come.
I thank God for Angels, for I loved one with all my heart and soul, and the other, grows stronger and stronger inside of me everyday to bless this world in late September with a smile just as beautiful and loving as it's daddy's.
All my love Pooh... Forever. |