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Ashleigh Neale's Coming Home Outfit
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This outfit .. awaits on Ashleigh's changing table for the time to pack it to bring our daughter home.

I bought this outfit 4 days after Neal and I got married.  I had a business trip planned, actually before we had our wedding planned ... so I had to leave 3 days after we got married.

On every trip I went on, I went to either the local fire department or if the place I went had a fire museum, I went there. 
(Atlanta and Denver both do.. and if you ever get there, I encourage you to go!)

So, after my business was
done on day 1, I went back to
my hotel in search of either
a fire department or a fire
museum.

I wanted to make my trip as
quick as possible, so I
changed my tickets to come
home to my new husband
as soon as possible.  I made
it a 2 day trip.  So on day 2,
I went first to a local store
that sold all of the FD, PD,
and RS gear for Denver.
I bought Neal a few shirts
(ironically, the shirt under
his LFA shirt the day he was
killed was one that I brought
him home from my last
business trip) and then I headed to the
fire museum in downtown Denver.
I went through the whole museum ... it was very interesting.  A lot of old equipment and stuff like that.  On my way out, I saw they had a gift section.  So, I ended up buying him a couple more shirts, a bank that was a replica of a 1926 Seagrave DFD Firetruck... and then I saw this outfit.  :-)  Neal and I had talked before we left about starting a family... So... I decided it was the most adorable thing I think I'd ever seen ... and I bought it.  I figured... some day, if according to our plan, someday soon .. we'd need it. Then I left to come home to my brand new husband...

Neal picked me up at the airport like he always did and we came home.  He was helping me unpack and I made him stop.  (He knew when he helped me unpack he would get his goodies quicker...)  He didn't understand why ... but I didn't want him to see the outfit.  Sometime in early November... he found it ... and was just TOO excited ... he called me and asked me if we were pregnant.  I told him not that I knew of ... and he asked me if I would know... of course I thought he was being a goober ... and said .. I was pretty sure I'd know before anyone ... He meant would the timing be right for me to know yet.  I reassured him that I didn't think so... but we'd find out in a week.  We weren't.  He got pretty bummed... and it worse than normal ... (he hated that time of the month more than me~~)  He finally fessed up to the fact that he had found the outfit and thought I might have been pregnant. 

I told him maybe we'd get lucky in a couple of weeks.... So... as Christmas came close, I told him that if I found out I was pregnant, I'd wrap it up for him.  He went through all of his presents ... and I gave him the last present.  It was this outfit.  He started crying.  I told him stop... that we weren't.... and he was a medic and should know that....  but I wanted to give his boys some inspiration ... and maybe it would help.  He walked around for days burping that outfit, cuddling that outfit, talking to it and calling it baby pooh, and even telling it he loved it.  I thought he'd lost his mind ... but it apparently paid off because 5 days after Christmas, we got pregnant....

When we found out on the 17th of January, he came home and held the outfit all night long ... even cuddled up to it as he started to fall asleep... and then he made me promise him ... that we'd bring the baby home in it.  I told him that was my every intention.  He then leaned over to my belly ... told the baby how much he loved "him" and that he was really looking forward to seeing "him" in this outfit...   And... so he shall... but, sadly it will be from Heaven.  But... I know that Ashleigh's Angel will be smiling down on her from Heaven.... and will probably even shed a tear or two.  I know I certainly will. 

p.s., Ashleigh Neale's birth announcements will also have a picture of her in this outfit on them.... so everyone can share the joy of the birth of this wonderful Fire/Medic's little girl....and now, with this story, think of Neal and smile too....and maybe even shed a tear with Neal and I.